This morning, after the night of one day had passed and started a new. I did find you.
with your blond hair cress that sweet smile. But oddly enough and enough to tear my mind and heart in two that there was more then just one but yet two of you.
How I just slipped in our conversations. How I wanted and in fact did get lost in your eyes. But whoa is me when I see two magnificent souls. One quiet and sweet, the other lovable and willing to reach out.
Now this happens often and will again, but I feel with a slight dismay that I cant seem to act on my passion. Like an yoke stuck in a shell. But it would be wrong, or might not... I should never know I did not take the shot. One for noble reasons other for pure respect.
Am I sick or am I on a different tick. A tick of my mental clock where I cant find the right moment...
when all is left are those cheesy lines that I such despise.
But tonight was great because I loved and in return by them received the love they were willing to share.
And this year is anew, for the calender and me. I change my mind... let it go, the ego. the need to feed on love. Be passive and enjoy whats coming.